THE STATE OF MIND

 In the distance, the sound of raging waves echoes. In a gust of cold afternoon wind, I feel your presence and remember every whisper. Thrown like an accusation into space. No turning point. Without value... The icy loneliness of our coexistence leaves a dark mark on every corner we have overcome without words.  Silence is a dagger that slowly draws more and more circles in my soul, dispassionately depriving me of existence.  I am broken, I am bent. In the closed suffering of our absence. I am what I hated most about myself every day. A bloody speck of existence dust.  Purgatory for life.

" Somewhere far away the piano is playing again concert on the keyboard of my emotions.   I love,   I must love you..."  In the mad rush of moments, we have less and less time. Fewer and fewer moments to calmly think about the most important things. Therefore, we are less and less aware of ourselves. We know ourselves less and less. We become people who surround ourselves with events who do not fully understand themselves.  I am convinced that self-awareness is the foundation of a happy existence.  Sometimes, if we are not aware of ourselves, life gives us scenarios that allow us to know ourselves better. And then there is forced cognition. Sometimes it's good, sometimes it's not.  That's the introduction.  What is love?  It's hard to answer this question. It's hard to even describe this feeling in words. There are many types of it. Love for a child, for a parent, for a partner. Each one is different.  Love can make us do amazing things. For ...

 For some time I have been thinking about how much influence a mere chance has on our lives.  A twist of fate that makes you shudder by mocking our plans.  Once, during one of the conversations with my friend, he came to the conclusion that you have to be extremely unlucky to be born in Poland.  Apart from the fact that it was an obvious irony, this statement stayed with me for a long time. Or rather, the essence of this sentence stayed with me for longer.  A chance that controls our lives.  How many key moments in our lives are coincidences? Let's ask ourselves this question. There are so many variables that it is impossible to predict how our lives would turn out if any of them were affected. However, it is worth thinking about.  What if?  Starting from the very beginning. What if you were born in another country. Perhaps today he would be running from the whistling of bullets and the sounds of explosions. Perhaps today, extreme hunger exhaustio...